† Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Its been a few months since i've blogged so thought get a whole haulover as my life enters into a next phase. Going off to class chalet so it kinda balances off the dread of the coming results. I hate it when people mention it cuz inevitably i would assure them my place in ITE and i don't want God to hear that and grant me that wish. But its the despondency that makes me say that. I wonder how many of us look back. Look back to the days when we first entered the school, when we made friends, when we adjusted and change. How many would remain in contact? How many would recognize each other and say hi when we bump into each other? How many? Its so cruel that so many best friends end up as rivals, as strangers in the race of life. Would any of us remember how life was like without constantly looking over your shoulder and without caring when the next pay or promotion is? Sometimes when i talk with my friends my mind would wander. Would they still be the same? Or life would turn them bitter and uncaring? Would we remain friends? Or rivals in the ever compeititive world? And i would try to relish the moment and imprint it deep inside. For it is a shell of my childhood, where i had tasted pure happiness and joy. For life ahead would only get worse. In the race, how many previous friends would help those who have fallen to get back up? How many more would ignore or step over their friends?
snippets . @ 7:15 PM
