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† Monday, September 10, 2007

for the quiz owed to sarah.

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

1. Be closer to God
2. Be as close to God as i was once
3. HAHA, not very possible but get into a BGR (just want to love and be loved k)

ok, it's turning out to be some sort of new year resolution

4. Celebrate my birthday with the class
5. Books for leisure reading
6. Dinner with some close friends
7. Sun tan oil
8. Wallet
9. CS or Warcraft game
10. LOVE =))

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tag you is?
Sarah

2. Your relationship with her is?
HAHA. *drumroll*.......................classmates. i consider her as friend but dont know if she does, lol

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
Cute
Studious
Serious
Easy to get high though
Blur?

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
Asked me to join her for the day. Haha, because her buddies werent there, sob.

5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
Is haha considered a word?

6. If she becomes your lover, you will?
HAHA

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she would have to improve on will be?
HAHA

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
HAH...wait, i mean sob sob.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
because of someone *gives evil stare*

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
HAHA. she might not want it anyway.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
HAHA. ok la, not qualified to answer.

12. How do you think people around you would feel about you?
I dunno, do you guys feel emo coming from me? *frowns*

13. The character you love of yourselve is?
I"M HUMBLE! ok whatever, hmm, i hate myself *stab stab*, ok, seriously.....i dont know HAHA

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
What. only one? dont care, hmm, obssessive, desperate, jealous, prideful, emoful, shy, and lots more. i hate these 1 answer questions hmph.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Jesus Christ. which i really dont think i can...*rattles on*

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Why do you even care/like me? Please sms me ASAP if there are even any of you guys out there HAHA

17. For people whom i've hurt:
SORRY, even if i dont mean it for what you might have done which i dont really remember and i dont really want to apologize but yeah, SORRY

18. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel bout you:
what. they must have blogs right? URGH.

1. Shirlene
2. Charlotte
3. Fiona
4. Minling
5. Lionel
6. Stephanie
7. Lim Woan
8. Zhi Xian
ok. i dont have much friends. sob. so here are those that dont have blogs.
9. Aqidah
10. Claudia (you're not updating yours k)

[please note, if you intend to do this quiz, i advice you to fill in the ten names before you proceed with your reading! Its no fun otherwise.]

1. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
God. And her friends DUH.

2. Is no.9 a male or female?
Female shall not be mean patson, must not...

3. If no. 7 and 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
EWW. this quiz has no brains man.

4. How bout no. 8 and 5?
EWW infinity squared. OK. it REALLY has no brains.

5. What is no.2 studying about?
Same subject combi. regretfully. kidding!

6. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
This morning. pon school urgh and tsk tsk

7. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
Westlife? emo songs HAHA

8. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
*fingers crossed* 1 younger sister right?

9. Will you woo no.3?
HAHA. hold on. HAHAHA. like she wants liddat HAHAHAHAHA.

10. How bout no.7?
HAHA. attached already stupid quiz!

11. Is no.4 single?
Yeah. HAHA, are you going to kill me when you see this?

12. What is the surname of no.5?
FOOL. SORRY, i mean FOO, as in BEAUTIFOO, WONDERFOO and all the weird names his children are going to have lol.

13. What is the nickname of no.10?
Clauds?

14. What is the hobby of no.4?
Tennis? HAHA.

15. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
Quite. that is if they even talk to each other regularly.

16. Where is no.2 studying at?
SRJC.

17. Talk something casually bout no.1?
S-L-O-W HAHA

18. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
hold on. *vomits* no offence but he is a guy after all haha.

19. Where does no. 9 lives?
SINGAPORE! i'm so smart, hmm, Tampines?

20. What color does no.4 likes?
I"M SORRY MINLING, green?

21. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
hurhur. not really as compared to no.2 but close.

22. Does no.7 like no. 2?
Woah. its like double, 7 is attached and i think their both straight. i think. HAHA

23. How did you get to know no. 2?
In a foreign exchange program. nah, school *yawns*

24. Does no.1 has any pets?
ok. if there were, God bless their little souls. HAHA

25. Is no.7 the most sexiest person in the world?
That depends on how you define sexy. For a certain tall and thin chinese plant most definately. HAHA, no offence k?

THE END

sign. wheres the refund department? thats an hour of my sleep gone. *grumbles*
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†

its 10 september.

Teachers' Day:

concert was great, way better than sec sch anyways haha. took a cab back with minling and ming hong. kinda interesting that we are the only GESS peeps in the whole of SRJC and we're from the same primary school, same class in sec 3 and 4 in sec sch.

back in the days where emo boy is my closest friend, especially in sec 2 and 3, i use to walk around GESS and think bout how many times have i walked through a particular corridor and what happened there. If no one was around, i would just stop right where i started thinking (or emoing to some) bout all these. i could actually see like how we laughed so hard while walking to class, how i ran past again and again for PT and TAF club. Sometimes i would stop outside rooms and i see visions in my head of what we did inside. i could see us sitting in D&T room, goofing around with the equipment, how we mixed random chemicals around and ended up with a persistant orange one we couldnt change. looked into the old classrooms and see how we stayed back so late when we were still allowed in sec 1 and 2 to play and talk. saw the arguments we had over the color of the class in sec 3. i loved those moments. yeah, it was anti social but it felt so dear, all these memories. how many human contact had passed through these places? how many lives changed, hearts broken, friendships found? spent the last weeks of sec 4 just walking around the whole school and reminisciening. 4 years just swept past. yeah, it would be better if someone did those walks with me but i guess i'm the rare breed that spend so much time trying to relive memories. but those moments, the 4 years of significant maturity, can never be replaced for nothing would ever be as long to be impactful.

So anyways, went back. nothing amazing about the building, been going back every saturday for external CCA but it was a very strong sensation seeing all the old faces. how we were the ones now standing at the back of the hall, watching the concert and those places we sat for 4 years watching the concerts. most of us changed physically and though the time was not long enough to confirm this, we changed personalities too. just a great experience to see my old classmates, espeically zhi hong who didnt seem to have changed much lol. kumar grew much much more vulgar and our class hobbit, darren is now taller than me. realized that we have 3 classmates for every JC we went to. zhi hong, nerrine and guo zheng in JJC, matthew, madinah and fashirah in PJC, moorthy, lu ting, celestine in NYJC, and the 3 of us in SRJC. it really felt so different talking to them compared to now. went tiong bahru plaza, our usual hangout and ate at grillers, our usual lunch spot in sec 3. remembered how we sat for hours there eating and talking, pushing all bill to darren who has to sit there and sort costs out. ming hong with his clique in kopitiam a floor below, minling with her clique stayed in grillers for a while longer, darren, zhi hong, kumar, guo zheng and me went walking around. watched ratouille with them. it was not sadness when we left, it was just a very interesting feeling to me which i cant describe, sort of bittersweet, waving darren off, seeing zhi hong wait at the bus stop for his bus while i left on mine. its just so very interesting. guess i'm over sentimental.

Teachers' Day dinner:

haha, nice dinner. i love JC teachers, we are like on a more similiar plane perhaps because we are more matured already. if i'm ever going to teach, which i am seriously considering, i would ONLY be a JC teacher. just some great differences i'm lazy to type here.

Random musings(from emo-boy):

1. was walking out of school along the fence when emo boy popped up. he was emoing as usual and was sharing in great lengths how it would be very interesting if time stopped and he could move around. he would like to see, when he goes up to a person lets say, on the basketball court and see in 10 years time what will he look like. would he have kids? would he be dead already. yeah, whatever emo boy, i'm not going to type your whole account down k, my blog is boring as it is.

2. ok, this concept i agree with emo-boy. he was thinking how we are still pretty much undecided on our identity, especially me i think, its like i'm mirroring people's unique actions if i spend too much time with them. i really have no unique things of my own. also, i am very different with different groups of people. it scares me sometimes because i dont know who i really am. my personality is basically a montage of different people i've came across. i guess thats where lit and identity helps haha. haish, i think i'm truly emo, a label i was covering up since this year and a trait i bitch and downplay people for having. bitter irony. could be a phase, or just the way i look at things is humanely labelled under emo. thanks alot, whoever judged which perspective goes under what categories. emo boy is smiling at me now. urgh, smiles from killer moodswingers are not a good thing.


promos is 2 weeks away and here i am. i want to be at least top 10 in class which is a first for in primary and sec sch, no matter how hard i try, i'm still bottom 5. always. but mid-years here really drove my ambitions up i guess. it may be a good thing but i still havent started studying. urgh. bleah. hmph. argh. whatever. anything.
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