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Catch 22 . +


† Monday, July 28, 2008

things that keep me at the computer:
1. Wiki-surfing [random stuff that pops into my head .]
2. Blog-surfing [hurhur, i'm part of the voyueristic 90% of the world .]
3. ConquerClub [bloody last game that dragged on for 2 months now .]
4. TornCity [part of the routine cause it takes less than 2 minutes to finish .]
5. TribalWars [picture getting 20+ villages, and now you're left with 5 after 155 attacks. balls to that eh .]
6. KONGREGATE! [hooked . really . really . badly .]
7. karencheng.com.au [she's hot . no seriously, its like a glimpse into a young mother's life .]
8. kennysia.com [one word. funny .]

saturday was awkward .
period .
its not mai's or steph's fault .
i'm just not the extroverted type .
joel left before we even got the tickets to sentosa cause of some fight his friend got into .
lionel and i were kinda talking to each other only .
so,

why did i go again?

brain wasnt working well i guess .
not like it ever did anyway .
well, awkwardness sums up the entire saturday for me .

plus i got lightheaded from drinking tiger beer .
LIGHTHEADED . L-I-G-H-T-H-E-A-D-E-D does not spell D-R-U-N-K .

was already slightly lightheaded from falling asleep in the sun .
and trying to gulp down tiger beer cause i wasnt feeling comfortable with the company at the bar plus drinking on an empty stomach wasnt exactly a brilliant thing to do .
yeah yeah, some of you might be scoffing off all these as excuses .
balls to that eh?
anyways, it did feel nice though .
very relaxing...
could walk normally and all just that i was like floating along .
that is until i opened my big mouth and told shirlene i felt drunk .
like i said, brain wasnt exactly in the best that day .
and have to endure hamka's and alvin's condescension .
well, the feeling kinda dissappeared after like 30mins of napping .
the rest of the day was a bore though .
got whacked in the head by a frisbee .
acted busy in front of schoolmates and the english girls .
went home and slacked off .
at least i was finally brave enough to take off my shirt at the beach .
something which i had never, ever done before so i'm happy .
alvin said it was due to the beer .
balls k, i just wasnt brave enough .
which reminds me, thank you fat-guy-with-the-psuedo-muaythai-boxers for giving me balls to take my shirt off .

all in all, an exemplary day to demonstrate how utterly brainless i can get sometimes .

now i owe lionel a trip to ajisen . nice .


snippets . @ 6:54 AM

† Friday, July 18, 2008

i am really quite pissed .

my whole class signs up for the nike 10 km run and guess who isnt going?

i am a lil pissed at them for choosing something i cant join in,

but i'm more pissed at myself .

i hated running in the past,

but it was after 2.4 when i managed to shave off 10 secs each time i ran that i felt really really happy .

and now i cant run .

when we were playing LAN just now,

and mai called to ask who is signing up,

everyone said yes while i sit there and tried not to listen .

"So altogether 5 people mai!"

shit .

hearing how they gushed about how nice the t-shirt is, how we're FINALLY going to have a class activity .

shit .

well, guess my class is going to get a class tee, cause you get a special tee after the run .

except yours truly .

i aint going to sit down there and watch everyone bond .

i'm stubborn like that .

another class, the same reprisal of role,

Loner: Patson .

fine .

to say that i dont care would be bullshit .

since i've been stepping on a few toes lately,

i think its best to stay away for the time being .

till the class needs me again,

as always.

you said lets pray in the morning, but when i asked you today, you forgot all bout it .

i'm already half a man by serving 7-day BMT .


balls to that .


its ok .


rants over .


have fun class .


best of luck for the nike run .


snippets . @ 7:05 AM

† Thursday, July 17, 2008

i really feel guilty about my self-pitying .
after reading ms g's blog,
i dont think i have the right to moan and bitch about myself .
so what if i have pain?
its not till the stage where i need morphine .
so what if i cant walk normally?
its not as if i'm confined to a wheelchair .
there are so many things in life to live for,
and i'm sure there are so many people out there willing to live my life as it is already so, so blessed .
what right do i have to complain and wallow in my own self-pity?
God gave me this life .
i still have no idea why He wants me to be around .
but for receiving such a precious gifted life, i should be glad for that reason alone .
how many people are more disadvantaged yet are so devoted and happy in the Lord?
i'm sick of being the scum,
its time to fight the chains and arise .

thanks ms g, for showing me what living truly is .

snippets . @ 6:47 AM

† Tuesday, July 15, 2008

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well well .

anyone knows how to contact IMH ?

snippets . @ 6:28 AM

† Monday, July 14, 2008

heres the consequences of being tagged . [thanks minling]

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. [that kinda takes the fun out of it...]
B) Tag 7 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people. [nah, not everyone likes getting tagged.]


If your lover betrayed you, what would ur reaction be?
Honestly? If I took the relationship seriously, I would forgive her if she wants to continue. But if she thinks she is better off with that guy, I would back off .

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To be able to walk normally and run without pain .

What will your dream wedding be like?
Hmm, it depends on what my wife wants but if I have the say, it would be a church wedding in the afternoon and a evening wedding dinner at the beach .

Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
Depends. I would usually use my eyes and look out for things in my path and my IQ is high enough to avoid them if be. But seriously? Yeah .

What's your ideal lover like?
Willing to live with my disabilities, and someone who have the same love language as me so its easier for us to get along .

Do you have a person you wish you will be with now?
Yeah .

Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I guess we would be more blessed if we love someone but I would like to be loved thanks ;)

How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
If there is a chance, I don’t mind waiting. Unless someone who loves me pops along hahah .

If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
Give up .

Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
Yeah, my disabilities mainly, all my anger and frustrations are magnified with the illnesses .

Is being tagged fun?
No .

Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and my friends who help me make it through life .

What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
HMM. A good friend =)

Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
Married and poor only if my wife is happy having me; single and rich if no one wants me .


Would you give all in a relationship?
I would usually but if the relationship progresses and it is a one-sided thing, I would not waste my time.

If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who loves me and accept me and my disabilities .

Describe an ideal date.
It would only be ideal if my date is really really happy with the date .

If given the chance to turn back time, will you?
Yes. And rent my abilities out so i can make a quick buck .

What is the last thing you would do before you die?
1. Make my sister promise to take care of my parents. If she does and my parents enjoy their golden years, my lawyer will release part of my savings to her as my gratitude.

2. Give the rest of my savings to my parents immediately.

3. Free all assets and possessions for my family to decide what to do with it.

4. Release my organs for anyone who needs it (that is if my organs are still usable) and my body for science.

5. Apology letter to everyone I can remember.

6. Make my parents scatter whatever remains of me leftover into the sea, I don’t like the idea of them grieving for too long.

thats all folks !













snippets . @ 7:01 AM

† Sunday, July 13, 2008

need you guys (yes, you who are reading this) to help me decide which blogskin should i choose.

i rather like this skin i'm using, but the other one listed under the friends part (to the right of the blog) and labelled HERE (click on it and go see please) appeals to me more.

leave your decision in the tagboard; thanks!

snippets . @ 2:50 AM

† Saturday, July 12, 2008

yup, my blog is once again, for the 6th time, up and running .


snippets . @ 1:17 PM