† Wednesday, September 17, 2008
warning: this is MY blog, i say what I like, if you dont like it, piss off somewhere else where someone actually CARES bout your comments or thoughts .
i'm writing this in a fit of anger .
1. ARGH
look, what the hell is your problem? i dont like you if you're afraid of that! if you can talk to everyone else, why cant you talk to me? what the hell did i do? its not like we dont know each other or we interacted for a short time only. you know what, balls to that, i'm totally going to ignore you .
2. AARRGGHH
can someone tell me whether i'm like uber obvious when i'm just GLANCING at someone i like?! why the hell every girl i like knows i like them??? (i'm suspecting backstab here)
3. AAARRRGGGHHH
i think i have to repeat As.
4. AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH
there are like, 20 over swear words i'm repeating everytime i see you. i'm in such a rage now that i cant even express what i want to say!!! just want to break your neck and be done with it. look, i'm not even a threat to you academically or relationship wise, so just stop interfering in every bloody, godforsaken part of my life! i dont mind it if you mock me, i'm used to that but DONT F**KING GO AROUND INFLUENCING PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME TO HATE ME!!! ARGH, i've never met a jackass before and trust me, most "jackasses" do have some saving grace but you have zilch. jackass.
5. AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH
why is it that every single embarrassing moment of my life is constantly circling me, just waiting to darken my mood when it lightens up?!
90% of the world is voyueristic, 10% of the world are exhibitionists; if you dont want people to read, dont post, and dont bloody jump to conclusions when the other party is like, 90% of the world!
at the first opportunity, i'm leaving this godforsaken, bloody excuse of a country and all the pain, embarrassments, frustrations, hatred and start afresh somewhere .
snippets . @ 6:54 AM