been getting this feeling recently that its time to move on. Since that church camp, i realized my spiritual growth slowed down alot. Its hard to go every sunday to a church you are so familiar with, yet without connections to the people within. I see many opportunities from zhi xian especially but somehow, there is still something holding me back. So is it time? Wonder if God wants to reveal to me the one He had for me in His will or it is my own insecurity in a new church. And then there is my father. If i dont go to service on sundays, he would not go too. Its hard to ask him to go with me to a new church especially when i would be most likely going to the youth service. well, this had been weighing on my mind lately and i keep questioning myself So is it time? I can say my immediate desire now is to find a church i can truely call home. Somewhere with people i actually know and talk to. A place where i can find other servants my age to continue growing. A starting point where my service to God goes beyond boys brigade alone. Hopefully also where my parents and my sister can go along. A chance to perhaps become a leader in the church. So is it time?
i commit all these into Your hands, Lord I pray for Your will to be done and not mine, Use me as You willed, King In Jesus's most highest name i pray, Amen.
