† Monday, January 18, 2010
feeling bubbly today which is rather weird.
how's As? well, i did it seriously this time, and i'm rather nonchalant about the results, its either i make it, or i don't.
the hurdle is cleared, either by stumbling and tripping over it, or clearing it cleanly, it is cleared, and i don't really want to dwell on it.
its all in God's hands i would like to say, problem is you're supposed to work your absolute hardest THEN let God decide, while i....ugh, nevermind, not dwelling on it.
been a tumultuous few weeks, reported back to base, and doing a completely different appointment this time. struggled with it for quite a while, and just when i was starting to get the hang of it, now gotta go for a 2 week course.
had a reaalllyyy deep talk with someone, which i regretted honestly, i just wasn't ready to empty my emotions there and then.
fell head over heels in love with someone i never met, and fell out of love (thank you brain) again.
guess i'd just stick to this:
I just haven't met You yet
snippets . @ 4:49 AM
